Sunday, March 15, 2009
The waiting is over!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Lessons in humility and patience...
Humility
Hu*mil"i*ty\, n.; pl. Humilities. [OE. humilite, OF. humilit['e], humelit['e], F. humilit['e], fr. L. humiliatis. See Humble.]1. The state or quality of being humble; freedom from pride and arrogance; lowliness of mind; a modest estimate of one's own worth; a sense of one's own unworthiness through imperfection and sinfulness; self-abasement; humbleness.pa⋅tience
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| 2. | an ability or willingness to suppress restlessness or annoyance when confronted with delay I write this post as a means of admitting to myself and others of my recent struggles with these two things- humility and patience- with the hopes that I will slowly learn to possess both these difficult yet amazing virtues, sooner rather than later. (See, I'm even impatient in learning patience!) Okay, so my amazing internship with the World Triathlon Corporation came to an end right before Thanksgiving. I obviously had an unforgettable experience and have no regrets whatsoever. (The following statement is to be read in a whiny and woe is me tone). But now the real world has smacked me in the face and the difficult task of landing my first full-time professional position looms over me...in a slumping economy...with lots of layoffs...and lots of more qualified people now competing for jobs with me...in a day and age when a Bachelor's and a short-lived internship doesn't mean nearly what it used to. Okay, vent time over. In steps my need for a dose of humility. I, for some naive reason, had the impression that as long as I do the right things (get a degree, do really well in school, be active in my university and community, get an internship) that are required to getting where I want to be (working a full-time position in a career field that I enjoy and that challenges me, and not just a job that any 'ol person can do) I can pretty much accomplish anything. Well, life ain't so peachy, as I have discovered. As naive as that belief sounds, all my previous life experiences had affirmed that that was indeed true...I wanted to get all A's ever since narrowly missing the "Eagle's Perch" award in the 4th grade, so I worked my butt off in school, and I got all A's...from then on all the way through college. I wanted to get my black belt in karate, so I diligently attended classes for about 7 or 8 years, and I received my black belt my sophomore year of college. I wanted to study abroad to experience another culture, so I saved my money and applied for the program, and ended up going abroad twice and falling in love with international travel. I wanted to run in the local 10k, having never run over 2 miles, so I trained for a solid 8 months, and ended up beating my goal time by about 4 minutes and getting 2nd in my age group. You get my drift? I was used to "if you set your mind to something and do what you have to do to get there, nothing can stop you." Well, while this may sound like a nice black and white/cause and effect kind of perspective, (which totally fits my personality) I realize that these turn of events began to make me a bit cocky. Not like, "oh yeah, look at me, I'm the best," but rather, "well, this is something I REALLY want, so I'll find a way to get it. No discussion. The end." This turn of events was making me unconsciously see the world as "If I do the work, I reap the benefits." You see the problem, it's all based around me, I, myself. It was basically self-praise, with little if any thanks to the One who makes all of this possible. Society has somehow taught me this, but I need to not focus so much on what I ACHIEVE in life, but rather whether my life is a good representation of how Christ lived and wants us to live. I know pride and impatience are not in that equation! So here I am with a degree and all these other accomplishments ya da ya da ya and I don't have what I want even though I followed my usual "process to goal attainment," which I would typically classify as a "failure." Not getting something that you want isn't failure, it's life...Well, I'm challenging myself to view this "downtime" as an opportunity to become more humble, and to credit God for everything he has blessed me with: health, an education, a loving and supportive family, amazing friends, shelter, food, clothing, and HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Matthew 23:12 "For whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be exalted." I need to express my thankfulness for what I have been blessed with, and have faith that God will take care of my needs. Then there is the ever-popular virtue of patience. We are such instantaneous people. Lose 30 lbs in 30 days. Learn to speak a language in 90 days. Boil water in 90 seconds. When we decide we want something, we want it NOW. I admit that I, like gum-chewing Violet, "But I want it NOW, daddy!" from Willy Wonka, struggle with waiting. I think part of impatience stems from a lack of trust...trust that things will work out in God's time, not ours. It's a hard pill to swallow, but it's true. It's hard to sit here and fill out application after application, waiting for the phone to ring with a job offer, when I want to have the job now. It's hard to watch friend after friend get proposed to, while I try to embrace singleness, (which is hard when I don't really have a relationship to compare it to), but can't wait to meet Mr. Right. The thing I'm challenging myself to do with regards to patience, is to remember that all things happen in God's time. He is ultimately the one in control. "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." Jeremiah 29:11. I don't know why it isn't easier to trust God when that's all he's ever done for me in the past. Hindsight shows that when things didn't always work out the way I wanted them to and when I wanted them to, I was always taken care of. I need to remember that. So, this whole confession/vent/ is really my personal effort to be held accountable to myself and to others in becoming more humble and more patient. I challenge to keep in mind these verses to get through this stage of my life: Humility- Matthew 23:12 "For whoever exalts himself will be humbled, and whoever humbles himself will be exalted." Patience-"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." |
Friday, October 24, 2008
As promised...Pictures of paradise!




















Friday, October 17, 2008
Time to play!
Sunday, October 12 and Monday, October 13, 2008
After our hard work for the past 2 weeks we were rewarded with 1 ½ days to relax and enjoy the time we had left on the Big Island. I went kayaking for the first time and had a blast! The icing on the cake was being surrounded by a large group of probably 40 or so dolphins! They were jumping and flipping all around us. It was amazing! Sorry, no pics of Flipper and the gang, my camera battery conveniently chose to die.
I also got the chance to paddle board, where you stand on a board larger than a surfboard and paddle with an ore. It was pretty difficult, and I fell numerous times, but I still had fun.
The last fun activity I got to try was snorkeling, another first for me. The waters of Hawaii truly are surreal. It’s so clear and clean. We were able to see not only colorful schools of tropical fish, but also giant sea turtles! I kept thinking about the turtles from “Finding Nemo.”
I was definitely glad that we had a chance to have some fun doing non-triathlon related activities. I still can’t believe I had the opportunity to experience the Ironman World Championship. If you’d like to get an idea of what I experienced you can check out the edited NBC broadcast that will air on December 13, 2008 from 2:30-4pm EST.
Race Day!

Saturday, October 11, 2008
My morning started at early. VERY early. By 4am I was dressed and ready to go for the long, but exciting day ahead. With the help of my friend Starbucks double shot caffeine + energy
drink I was ready for some carpe diem action!
At 5:30am the VIP suite opened up to all of special people donning the coveted VIP wristband. Breakfast was served while everyone was staking claim to a seat where they could see one of the two flat screen TVs showing the live coverage of the race.
About 45 minutes before the start of the race an armed forces airplane dropped two Navy Seals with parachutes into the Pacific below. One of the parachuters was interest story David Goggins, a Navy Seal who prior to this had only done an Ultraman (an event that trumps the Ironman in terms of distance). He and his fellow Seal swam from their dropping point back to shore, where they would later join the rest of the age groupers for the start of the race.

At this time we closed up shop for a little over an hour and herded the VIPs over to the pier to view the mass swim start. The
view was spectacular with 1,700 athletes bobbing in the ocean, their bright green swim caps making them look like buoys floating in the water. The sound of Mike Reilly’s voice booming over the speakers wishing the athletes luck and promising to see them at the finish, and the helicopters swarming overhead for the media footage overwhelmed me with excitement. After the singing of the national anthem, the cannon went off, and the day (less than 9 hours for the pros, but as many as 17 hours for others) began.
Like a raging stampede of wild horses, 1,700 bodies surged through the Pacific waters. What a sight to behold!

About 30 minutes after the swim start we led the VIPs back to the suite where they could watch the swim action on television. Throughout the day many people came in and out of the suite taking breaks from the relentless heat outdoors. It was nice to get to watch the race on the television as it unfolded because of the great views, but I did miss being out on the actual course cheering the athletes on. The majority of the day was spent catering to the guests and replenishing food and drinks.
Late in the afternoon we closed down the suite for the day and headed to the finish line, where the 140.6-mile journey ends. We were down there early enough to watch last year’s male runner up “Crowie” (Craig Alexander) of Australia take 1st for the men, and defending female champ Chrissie Wellington of Great Britain take 1st for the women.
Thanks to our all access wristbands, we were able to be down by the finish line with a front row view. As athlete after athlete stepped across the line and as the phrase “YOU ARE AN IRONMAN!” echoed down Ali’I it just kept getting better and better. Of course, the most exciting time of the day was between 9pm and midnight, when the crowd’s energy is all that gets the last finishers home. And we were all there, even the pros and other age group athletes who had finished long before stood with the crowd cheering on the last finishers.

And that was my Kona experience.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Today was another day in the VIP suite. We had many more famous faces lounge and talk in the suite throughout the day.
The highlight of the day was by far the welcome dinner, or “Aloha.” The backdrop of the large main stage featured 3 big screens that displayed vibrant images of torch-spinning Hawaiian men and the sound of intense, heart-pounding music accompanied by cinematic narration. It truly was an amazing performance. After revealing the race’s most interesting statistics (52 countries represented, youngest athlete 18, oldest 79, etc) we were treated to a special 30th anniversary video produced by the WTC’s own Peter Henning, which showed the progression of the Hawaii Ironman over the years. Let’s just say that my eyes weren’t exactly dry by the end.
Star Struck
Tuesday, October 7, 2008
Today was the official opening of the VIP hospitality suite. We executed everything as planned and had a smooth day. I had several of the “Pinch me. I can’t believe this is happening-moments” seeing all of the stars, at least in the world of triathlon anyway. Some of the celebs included Ironman legends Paula Newby-Fraser and Dave Scott; the voice of Ironman, Mike Reilly; ’07 champs Chrissie Wellington and Macca (Chris McCormack); Kona course record holder Luc Van Leirde; the founders of Ironman John and Judy Collins; original 1978 Ironman finishers Dave Orlowski and Tom Knoll; double amputee Ironman finisher Scott Rigsby; father-son team Dick and Rick Hoyt, and many others. Let’s just say I felt very privileged to get to see them in person. Overall, it was a great day!




